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Who do I have to hold.  This liking has all but grown old  In my mind, in my heart  I shall always play this part  my hand is here to hold.  Only if your heart hasnt grown cold   
I look for the one  I find her, always having fun  Never showing who she is  Blindly hiding without somone to hold   
Kindly offered a helping hand  An offer bluntly bland,  
The shadows maming her hand  Taking them to its foregin land  Boring holes into the corner  Where she once lay capturing only one   
Invisible to all but none  She will accept only one  My h

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Places         May i venture a guess,           to where you plan to go?           A grassy plain, amongst the creek alongside the meadow?           That trail is grown over           But hopefully you will see,           The sights remain sptactular, though older than the trees.   
Here I stay amongst myself  Hoping to be found  But here Places
in Open on 7/29/07
What's Left?Why bother trying to explain  Since theres nothing left for me to gain  All I ask is that you leave  Never come back or decive   
In a flutter of words and lies  You already encased another guy  Why bother hanging onto your strife  If all my soul is against your life   
My being isnt meant to be  And my seeing wasnt meant to see  Then who can I blame for coming so close  To finding a lover who wont want to boast   
I'm not perfect, this I know  So why is it you demanded a show  You wanted perfection in a dreary place  You command the asylum of my lifless What's Left?
in Open on 12/3/06
Over...?Get over it they say  As if I hadnt already prayed  My mind;s mercy unworthwhile  My life's dignity forever defiled   
Drilling into this barren rock  Filling my minds sorry flock  Get over her I said  But never can I forget my sorry bed   
With her death I shall uphold  As this story will remain untold  They grasp my hand one last time  And I realize none of this is fine   
I must tell I must go and see  I must feel what I am meant to be  I shall not wither I shall not rot  My entire story is based on this rock   
My rock is my hope, my hope i Over...?
in Open on 12/3/06
As I FadeI see the darkness come upon  like a dark grave in the rain  I look upon my sleeping fawn  and take away her pain   
I can see you in the river  most know as time  I follow your twisting dreams  just to know you're fine   
All is right, my due is paid  One last glance to thy sleeping fate  And slowly, I begin to fade  I sold my soul keeping this very date   
Your life the same as mine  Tragic hurt and lost  I ask God for a sign  As my life fades to dust   
My mind grows still  Your hands turn to black  As you slowly Kill  With a As I Fade
in Open on 11/27/06
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Journal Entry: Mon Mar 3, 2008, 7:15 AM
how long has it been since a new journal? And no i still cannot spell.
Anyways i reformatted my computer again and now use Linux Fedora 8 instead of Windows.

I still work as a lifgaurd at the YMCA
Swimming just ended, at states i placed 26 of the 240 that swam my event. In my re;ays we placed 19th and 16th in the 2 and 400 free relays respectivally.
Bought an XboX 360 and am kicking anyones ass in halo if you wanna play my GT is Sheer Sk1lls.

and advisment is over so ill update later.

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  • Listening to: Sick Puppies
  • Reading: Rainbow Six (again)
  • Watching: No more cable
  • Playing: Halo 3 ;)
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: I can now that swim is over :D

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: Over Here
  • Interests: Bikes, Games, Cars, Writing
  • Favourite movie: The Postman
  • Favourite band or musician: ~Linkin Park~
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything
  • Favourite poet or writer: Robert Frost
  • Operating System: Linux Fedora 8
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Classic 80g
  • Favourite game: H3
  • Favourite gaming platform: XboX 360
  • Personal Quote: --Why fear the Dark, if you can see the light?--
  • Tools of the Trade: Video Games

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!KateAla:iconKateAla: Jul 24, 2008, 6:25:29 PMFlagged as spam
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Claire clairmont. Gained buy prozac back? Multum, cocaine buy prozac dependency, herbal product with the publication of everyone who wants me.
~persistenceofmemory:iconpersistenceofmemory: Nov 10, 2006, 7:40:31 AM
Thanks.

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~xLancEx:iconxLancEx: Nov 9, 2006, 8:17:54 PM
Cait's is Aewynn and Kirsten's is Lover-of-hiei

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~persistenceofmemory:iconpersistenceofmemory: Nov 8, 2006, 1:54:06 PM
I don't really care if you follow through with this, I just thought it was cute. Now I need Cait and Kirsten's names, if you please.

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~xLancEx:iconxLancEx: Nov 8, 2006, 11:48:36 AM
You know I don't ever reply to those, so don't xpect me to send to many of those around -_-

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~persistenceofmemory:iconpersistenceofmemory: Oct 27, 2006, 2:40:04 AM
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE. *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u.
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~Aewynn:iconAewynn: Oct 16, 2006, 1:04:43 PM
Hey Ryan. Whats new? look at this!
-> :penguin: effink addorable ^-^!
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~xLancEx:iconxLancEx: Aug 13, 2006, 7:27:00 PM
Just to stop her from keep replying to that one danged comment. I'm started a new one on how I can't think right now. Kinda sucked that we couldn't get Bob there. But heh, time to work on more story\poetry

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~persistenceofmemory:iconpersistenceofmemory: Aug 12, 2006, 7:29:05 AM
Yeah, I used to have Latin in my sig, but I changed it. You didn't need to take it away though, I was just saying that it was funny.

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~xLancEx:iconxLancEx: Aug 11, 2006, 8:02:05 PM
You know it. Removed it from the sig though, ima stick to a one sentence thing

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~persistenceofmemory:iconpersistenceofmemory: Aug 11, 2006, 7:43:30 PM
"How Many Programmers does it take to change a lightbulb?
None, thats a hardware problem." Jeez, you're such a geek.

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~xLancEx:iconxLancEx: Aug 11, 2006, 7:37:40 PM
Do it i just need to get him to come to teh Party. nvm ill talk to you over aim.

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~persistenceofmemory:iconpersistenceofmemory: Aug 11, 2006, 7:09:29 PM
Hey, you're on line? Okay, you want my to just invite Bob to the party over e-mail?

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~xLancEx:iconxLancEx: Aug 11, 2006, 7:04:31 PM
Sounds good to me, most of my Rammstein Cd's won't play in the Stero cause they're on Cd-Rw's. Dad's DVD Burner is plenty fast for DVD =P i'd clock it at 25 mins.

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~persistenceofmemory:iconpersistenceofmemory: Aug 11, 2006, 6:58:24 PM
Let me guess, you want me to bring my Rammstein CDs? Oh well, always happy to bring music. And if you want, I have the live concert DVD, if you're interested. Oh, if you have enough time, you can burn yourself a copy.

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~xLancEx:iconxLancEx: Aug 11, 2006, 6:18:51 PM
Meh, i need to get ready for Party on Sun, just finished suping up the basement to accomadate our needs. Surround Sound on the CD capable stero (finally fixed) Ownz, seeing as it also works for the PS2 ^.^ Make sure ypou bring music for us to listen to
~persistenceofmemory:iconpersistenceofmemory: Aug 11, 2006, 2:11:46 PM
Why? It's fun!

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~xLancEx:iconxLancEx: Aug 11, 2006, 1:34:53 PM
GAH!!! caught me off gaurd there, you shouldn't do that to people you know >_<
~persistenceofmemory:iconpersistenceofmemory: Aug 10, 2006, 3:34:44 AM
Hi Ryan!

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